Im back! Alot has changed and I have so much on my mind and I feel like time is flying and my clock is ticking. No. 1 I now weight 226lbs! I have not weighed this much since I was pregnant 7yrs ago with my daughter, sooo happy! Im going to the gym about 2-3 times a wk and its helping alot. I recently joined weight watchers and its working great. Im want to start going to meeting to tell everyone about my progress. Speaking about telling everyone, I do! If they want to listen or not. It makes me feel good, yea it kinda suck when you tell someone really close to you and they just brush you off. I will keep on telling everyone until they are tired of it, LOL! It makes me feel good, I look good as well.
So now that Im loosing weight quicker and more steady there is something else Im struggling with. Which was the whole reason why I started to loosing wait, a baby! Im not sure I want to start the process all over agian. I love my life, my husband, daughter and family. My husband wants a sone and I want to make him happy and help fulfill everything he wants in life, but I think I might life our life the way it is. Is that selfish? My daughter, gee I would love to just spoil her for the rest of her life. She probably wouldnt mind either way. IDK Im stuck!!
I will be 30yrs old in 3 wks and I think I could get use to being a me, but 100lbs lighter. Feel better at 30 then I have in a long time with my body, I dont know if I could get prenant and fatter. Grrr, if I only new I would gain anyting after I have to the baby it would, might change my mind. I love being my age with a great daughter and husband. Mind you My husband and I have fun together go out see friends and have a great living situation and I dont want it to change.
So here it is my new thoughts and weight with alot on my mind. O and I was trying to get on Dr. Oz or The Revolution for help with my weight and shit Im doing it on my own. The lady today lost 15lbs in a month, well I lost 10 in mo, minus the shopping spree she got,LOL. Im just happy and now I would love to be on The Revolution to show everyone I am doing on my own!! Success!
