Im back! Alot has changed and I have so much on my mind and I feel like time is flying and my clock is ticking. No. 1 I now weight 226lbs! I have not weighed this much since I was pregnant 7yrs ago with my daughter, sooo happy! Im going to the gym about 2-3 times a wk and its helping alot. I recently joined weight watchers and its working great. Im want to start going to meeting to tell everyone about my progress. Speaking about telling everyone, I do! If they want to listen or not. It makes me feel good, yea it kinda suck when you tell someone really close to you and they just brush you off. I will keep on telling everyone until they are tired of it, LOL! It makes me feel good, I look good as well.
So now that Im loosing weight quicker and more steady there is something else Im struggling with. Which was the whole reason why I started to loosing wait, a baby! Im not sure I want to start the process all over agian. I love my life, my husband, daughter and family. My husband wants a sone and I want to make him happy and help fulfill everything he wants in life, but I think I might life our life the way it is. Is that selfish? My daughter, gee I would love to just spoil her for the rest of her life. She probably wouldnt mind either way. IDK Im stuck!!
I will be 30yrs old in 3 wks and I think I could get use to being a me, but 100lbs lighter. Feel better at 30 then I have in a long time with my body, I dont know if I could get prenant and fatter. Grrr, if I only new I would gain anyting after I have to the baby it would, might change my mind. I love being my age with a great daughter and husband. Mind you My husband and I have fun together go out see friends and have a great living situation and I dont want it to change.
So here it is my new thoughts and weight with alot on my mind. O and I was trying to get on Dr. Oz or The Revolution for help with my weight and shit Im doing it on my own. The lady today lost 15lbs in a month, well I lost 10 in mo, minus the shopping spree she got,LOL. Im just happy and now I would love to be on The Revolution to show everyone I am doing on my own!! Success!
Monday, January 23, 2012
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Monday, September 19, 2011
Day 50
My weight is now 233.8....PROGRESS! Any progress is good progress to me, im glad Im going down and not up. So I started going to the gym more with Andre. Its funny cause he goes much faster then me on the tredmill and the elipticle and I still loose the same amount of calories. He is such a competitor and Im not. So to have him bust his butt and me still win is nice.
I also got my sister invilved alittle bit we went to the resevoir yesturday (my favorite place) and the girls road there bikes. Im hoping to rub off on her so she can feel as good as I do about myself. After awhile its kinda addicting, I do have to say. For the last two weeks I have not been as stricted on my eating as I was in the past and it makes me feel guilty. Which is a good thing because what Im eating is always in the back of my head on every calorie I eat. Before it was whatever went in went in, LOL!
I have 7mo to hit my goal of 50lbs which from when I started will bring to me 200lbs, Now I only have 33.8 to go. At the rate Im going I think Ill make it and better! We are going to Florida in April and it will be great to be 200 and less! Everyday ia still a struggle and I dont deprive myself which is helping me to stay on track, just remember eat less and exercise and progress will happen!
I also got my sister invilved alittle bit we went to the resevoir yesturday (my favorite place) and the girls road there bikes. Im hoping to rub off on her so she can feel as good as I do about myself. After awhile its kinda addicting, I do have to say. For the last two weeks I have not been as stricted on my eating as I was in the past and it makes me feel guilty. Which is a good thing because what Im eating is always in the back of my head on every calorie I eat. Before it was whatever went in went in, LOL!
I have 7mo to hit my goal of 50lbs which from when I started will bring to me 200lbs, Now I only have 33.8 to go. At the rate Im going I think Ill make it and better! We are going to Florida in April and it will be great to be 200 and less! Everyday ia still a struggle and I dont deprive myself which is helping me to stay on track, just remember eat less and exercise and progress will happen!
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Day 31
This week has been so stressful with friends and family, hard times. Times that I wish never would come. It kinda is hurting my weightloss and Im sick. So with both of this I thought my progress was going to be not where I want it. So I weighed myself today and I weigh 237.2lbs. Maybe the stress helped, IDK cause it never has helped with my weightloss before.
Im loving this, I put on my capri's that I where pretty often and they are baggy, at the belly and thighs. Thats great because those are to spots that I really need to loose!! Im going to start going to the gym next week, when we are able to and have a sitter. Teja starts school so it will be alittle easier to go and andre can come with me.
Andre I LOVE YOU! You are so supportive of everything I do and/or shouldnt do, Thank you! Even if I dont agree with how you support me, long story!
Its great to have someone always there even when you feel like the rest of the world isnt. My weightloss Journey gives me something to keep my mind on thats positive and not the stuff that hurts. When aia get upset I go for a walk or do my video instaed of eating. It def crosses my mind and I have messed up here and there. But the best part is I am so conscience abgout what goes in my mouth, my calories. Before I never looked at calories and I never would think about everything that goes in my mouth or out for that matter cause sometimes I talk to much.
O and yesturday was my gramps Bday (RIP), HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I love you and miss you. I know you and nanna had a great party together and I know you are so proud of what Im doing for my body. You know my nanna helped with me eating junk. She use to give me soda,chocolate,chips,pizza...whatever I like and I loved it. Yet she use to tall me I should loose weight. I love her for that she was always in the back of my mind with my weight and Im doing this for them because I know they are looking down on me and are so proud of me getting rid of my bad habits that they loved to spoil me with,LOL! LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!
Thanks everyone!
Im loving this, I put on my capri's that I where pretty often and they are baggy, at the belly and thighs. Thats great because those are to spots that I really need to loose!! Im going to start going to the gym next week, when we are able to and have a sitter. Teja starts school so it will be alittle easier to go and andre can come with me.
Andre I LOVE YOU! You are so supportive of everything I do and/or shouldnt do, Thank you! Even if I dont agree with how you support me, long story!
Its great to have someone always there even when you feel like the rest of the world isnt. My weightloss Journey gives me something to keep my mind on thats positive and not the stuff that hurts. When aia get upset I go for a walk or do my video instaed of eating. It def crosses my mind and I have messed up here and there. But the best part is I am so conscience abgout what goes in my mouth, my calories. Before I never looked at calories and I never would think about everything that goes in my mouth or out for that matter cause sometimes I talk to much.
O and yesturday was my gramps Bday (RIP), HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I love you and miss you. I know you and nanna had a great party together and I know you are so proud of what Im doing for my body. You know my nanna helped with me eating junk. She use to give me soda,chocolate,chips,pizza...whatever I like and I loved it. Yet she use to tall me I should loose weight. I love her for that she was always in the back of my mind with my weight and Im doing this for them because I know they are looking down on me and are so proud of me getting rid of my bad habits that they loved to spoil me with,LOL! LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!
Thanks everyone!
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Day 28
Whaooo! So happy I am officially 239.0lbs. I dont remember the last time I was in the 30's. This is keeping me going, I am trying to weigh my self every week now cause its weird. Sometimes I will loss weight, workout and then my weight will go up and two days later it will go back down. Whe I see that I my weight went up its discouraging, so no more of that. Monday I will be posting my measurments again.
Today is the day of the hurricane and alot of place are closed and I cant go to my favorite spot to work out so its work out video time. That video makes me sweat my butt off. I hate it but I love it cause thats what helps me loss the weight. I think Im going to invest in a sweat band,LOL!
The last couple of weeks have been stressful with life relationships and I found myself wanting food for comfort. I did eat, but I eat the right things. I am working on it and working on no stress. I talked to a friend about whats been going on and I have realized that she probably knows me better then all my friends. She isnt always around, but we always end up finding eachother. Thats the friend that means the most! The one that is there even when she is not physically there. She understands me and the decions I make. We are helping eachother with what we are both going through and Im glad I can be there for her. Everyone might not like her or like her dicisions but which one of my friends actually do like eachother.
Well I got alittle of track, but stress is apart of weightloss and gain and I just needed to talk about it. Thank again everyone for reading my posts and SUPPORTING me! :)
Today is the day of the hurricane and alot of place are closed and I cant go to my favorite spot to work out so its work out video time. That video makes me sweat my butt off. I hate it but I love it cause thats what helps me loss the weight. I think Im going to invest in a sweat band,LOL!
The last couple of weeks have been stressful with life relationships and I found myself wanting food for comfort. I did eat, but I eat the right things. I am working on it and working on no stress. I talked to a friend about whats been going on and I have realized that she probably knows me better then all my friends. She isnt always around, but we always end up finding eachother. Thats the friend that means the most! The one that is there even when she is not physically there. She understands me and the decions I make. We are helping eachother with what we are both going through and Im glad I can be there for her. Everyone might not like her or like her dicisions but which one of my friends actually do like eachother.
Well I got alittle of track, but stress is apart of weightloss and gain and I just needed to talk about it. Thank again everyone for reading my posts and SUPPORTING me! :)
Friday, August 19, 2011
Day19
Measurments
Day 19
waist - 45 in
hips - 55 in
chest - 49.5 in
thigh - 29.5 in
L arm - 15 in
Day 19
waist - 45 in
hips - 55 in
chest - 49.5 in
thigh - 29.5 in
L arm - 15 in
So here are my measurments. Im not loosing as much as I want to I feel like its slowing down. Im working out more and not eating more. Im eating the same as I was two wks ago. Im hoping that seeing the measurments and maybe seeing them decrease that it will help with my motivation.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
08-16-2011
Just wanted to let everyone know how great I feel!!!!!!!! Went to the resevoir today with Teja. She rode her bike and it was much easier for her. I ran alot and I felt great! Im going to go like twice a wekk, I love that place, its so pretty.Today with eating was a great success!
I dont know everything about loosing weight, but I am learning. There is so much opinions out there about how ppl think ppl should loose weight. I take then all into consideration, Thank you! I need a game plan a routine, but in my life a routine is just not reachable. So my game plan is to eat right, work out more and just stay positive.
I cant let anyhting about this journey make me feel down even if I gain a lb. Ill I can do is try. I want to loose 50ls by Aprill 2012 and I wont stop there. This journey is FOREVER!! Its a life change because once I change it ill be damned if I go back! Im doing this for me and my life!! I will do this always.
If anyone wants to join me I will love it, I will support you and help you like I have support. Its the best to be supported. My friend wants to get together a support group to talk about what we experience, give advice and exchange healthy recipes. Let me know
I dont know everything about loosing weight, but I am learning. There is so much opinions out there about how ppl think ppl should loose weight. I take then all into consideration, Thank you! I need a game plan a routine, but in my life a routine is just not reachable. So my game plan is to eat right, work out more and just stay positive.
I cant let anyhting about this journey make me feel down even if I gain a lb. Ill I can do is try. I want to loose 50ls by Aprill 2012 and I wont stop there. This journey is FOREVER!! Its a life change because once I change it ill be damned if I go back! Im doing this for me and my life!! I will do this always.
If anyone wants to join me I will love it, I will support you and help you like I have support. Its the best to be supported. My friend wants to get together a support group to talk about what we experience, give advice and exchange healthy recipes. Let me know
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